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heya... just ruined my previous post my happily highlighting it and pressing the tab key.. way to go mell... thanx for spoiling your mood even more.. well.. lets start over... today.. mixed feelings.. more on the negative side... quite a number of reasons... hmm.. lets begin with yesterday.. maths paper was a bummer.. sorta... well.. spent a whole lot of time doing the 1st question not knowing that there it was.. the formula .. right under my nose.. sheesh..tried to finish the paper.. but did almost 4/5 of it... surprisingly. i think i'll pass.. HOPEFULLY.. just hope.. anyway... that day.. went back home after the paper.. after a lunch alone again... then went back home.. to rest up... later that night.. took a cab down to UPCC.. for band pract.. was alright la.. the pieces.. were quite cool... i'm getting used to them.. and the leaking saxophone.. righto... well... computer hardware... was ermm.. screwy.. yea.. 31/60 for MCQ.. not fantastic as you can see.... and i might only just pass coz section B.. ermm.. ok.. stop it.. stop scaring yourself.. ok.. so went to FC3 for lunch.. ate alone.. as in literally.. but had qi xiang, guan hao and another gril from another class at the table.. went to t14 to do SWS stuff... gao tim !! now only need to submit the names for com works ! very good... ouh yea.. i need to consolidate the data base also ! ahaha.. sheesh.... anyway.. MST... so far.. had no confidence in any paper.. so yea.. i'll fail everything.. if not.. then only just pass... ou're only year 1 mel.. so dun complain.. you chose this course.. you jolly well do it.. just pass it and do what you wanna do after NS.. ok.. well.. today.. was ok also... (i know i know.. continued story.. how funny har ?! my story structure.. it sucks ok ! i did it nice and proper just now and.. argh.. nvm) lets move on.. work was ok.. came in.. had a little nibble on wedges.. candice's last day.. well...ok.. i've got no comments.. almost no one got close to her.. well.. i'm sorry.. i pity you gal.. but ou're strong... or maybe.. just blur..hm... ok.. i shall think its the former... yea.. then dinner time.. wanted to eat BK.. coz r'yan was like so eager.. we all agreed... so me and R'yan trotted to marina square's BK to realise.. its already being teared down.. argh ! went back to outlet.. ended up me and eugene go suntec to get.. well.. got coffee bean cakes on the way.. eugene went to redeem his free meal from subway.. and we got the BK food.. went back to outlet to savour.. ahaha.. full like..ermm.. aha.. damn full laa.. yea.. had the cakes at a later dates.. yeap.. 4 pieces.. close to 20 bucks.. work it ? maybe not.. but we did enjoy ourselves... eating.. laughing.. talking.. pretty slack la.. closing was fast.. 15 minutes... had a whole load of fun.. singing and blasting the stereo... doing that in OD ? dream on people... well.. thats MS for you.. having FUN in the midst of work.. MS staff is just like the last class of a good school... all go to good schools.. but also know when the time to have fun.... we go full force.. which outlet has such fun as us ? i think none... MS.. i'll miss those times.. i'll miss the regulars too !!!! kopi tarik tall ang moh... glenn.. tall woman... 2 1/2 sugars in black devil's brew... tofu salad girl... lady who always order take out.. with special order of mayo for lemon chilli fish.. etc.. ahaha.. see ! all i remember... well.. ok.. leaving MS is hard.. but i have to embrace OD like how i did in day 1 of my rocky master expedition again... so yeap... here i go...!!! well... i realised that i open my mouth too much.. you ppl.. say what you want.. i will definately be affected..! but how much.. well. for awhile.. alot.. but then again.. i have mu own say... this isn't stubborn or selfish.. this is being rightous... PLU... you might seem ok at 1st with it.. but there's a sense of discomfort.. correct.. i dun blame you... but at least.. well... being like this isn't sex all the time.. you think we are that sexually driven ? sorry.. no... we are but humans too.. and relationships aren't always on our mind either... you ppl look at the opposite sex... the others look at the same.. so... there's no difference... if you're confident about yourself, when people look at you, you'll be confortable... or unaffected.. if you're so skeptical about yourself.. means you haven't built enough confidence about yourself... take the stares as compliments... its the same... you oogle at girls.. they dun feel intimidated do they ? well.. i dun know how to explain.. but its similar... be confident.. be yourself... sometimes being ignorant is the best method to alot of things... never mind... as i said again.. i get affected... for awhile... but not much.. i'll still live my life.. and if you're uncomfortable.. just say it.. dun really need to act ... well... i prefer ppl to tell my problems.. and not discuss it behind me... and leave me in the dark... tell me ! so i can change ! .. well.. to an extent maybe ? hmm.. okok.. this is getting confusing... there you go again... i open my big mouth too much.. ouh ya.. band... the feud is almost over... i'm starting to see the sun beyond the clouds... aha.. YOU ARE GOING DOWN YOU LITTLE IMP !!! WOOHOO !!!! siao.. i'm gone... Till We Meet Again Being Ignorant is Sometimes the Best Cure...
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
BUT... all those said and done.. i'm still less happening... unlike before... i'm missing sumthing... something's not right !!! and i just can't figure it out... ah well.. heck... ... i'm down right suay this year la !!! dammit !!! hmm... i shall try to wear as many lucky charms as possible.. 4 leaf clover... rabbit's foot... horse shoe... wad else ? ahaha.. help me out here !! aaha.. haiz... anyway... let me fill you in with the daily news that has long gone over due... tuesday... was alright.. except for the stupid data comms test.. argh.. open bok still can fail.. sadddd..... never mind... just do well in semestral test... haiz.... JIA YOU EVERYONE ! din go for SP band.. went for SWS instead.. was ok laaa... well.. still pissed.. but i'm not going to be the irresponsible comm member and not do my duties... i'm still going to do it well... and you downright ass ! if you want to take over my post.. tell me STRAIGHT IN THE FACE !! dun need to use unjustly means to get it... but i'll not let you... so shooooo off... you're not welcommed.. and you won't be once i deal with you... hmmmph !! (melvin !! cannot be cocky ah !!!) anyway... went home with firdauz... met shao wei on the way.. ahaha.. ok la.. chatted abit... :D today leh ? hmm... DCCT... was..errr... i studied !~!! but i neglected the easy topic and see what became of me ?! stupid 15 marks gone like the wind.. sheeeeeeeshh !!! lets not go there.. later xim tia... (wo xiang ku dan shi ku bu chu laiiii !!!!) i'm crazy anyway... now basically slacking.. going to study maths later.. just need to touch up abit.. its SETS !!! and MATRIX !!! argh... oh well.. we have to do it anyway !!! MST going to end in 2 days !!! jia you everyone ! dun give up !!!! (that reminds me.. gotta print the Com hardware notes by tml...) i still like moby.. hahaahaa... oh yea.. just in case you dun knwo what moby's mumbling in the background... here's the lyrics to this urban upbeat track..!! RUN ON - MOBY Lord God Almighty let me tell the news my head got wet in midnight dew great God i been down on my bended knees talking to a man from galilee michael spoke and he sound so sweet i thought i heard the shuffle of angels' feet He put one hand upon my head great God Almighty let me tell you what He said [bridge:] go tell that lonesome liar go tell that midnight rider tell the gamblin', ramblin' backslider tell them God Almighty gonna cut 'em down [chorus:] you might run on for a long time run on, ducking and dodging run on, children , for a long time let me tell you God Almighty gonna cut you down you might throw your rock , hide your head work in the dark with your fellow men sure as God made you rich and poor you're gonna reap just what you sow [chorus] x3 some people go to church just to signify trying to make a date with a neighbor's wife brother let me tell you just as sure as you're born you better leave that woman alone [bridge] [chorus] x8 i never knew moby was so religious.. heehee... well... i think the smile in me has died down... thats coz no one wants to see the smile i have to offer.. oh well.. i guess... i have to be string... run on mel.. run on... Till We Meet Again If Tomorrow Never Comes... Please Tell The World I Love Every Single Bit Of It...
Monday, February 14, 2005
saturday started out with me waking up early and getting out of the house earlier than expected... i duno why... maybe just bored at home... oh well... boarded the train and guess who i met ? jay ! ahaha.. well.. we talked about loads of things.. (i've never really talked to him or the elder cousins much.. coz of the age gap and all.. and i'm still kinda afraid to talk to them... haha.. phobia maybe ? well...) anyway... firstly we talked about my t shirt... was supposed to make for the SP sax section... he gave me some suggestions and all.. well.. looks like its going to be nice... whahaa... then he asked about my course... and he told me he's starting work at SPGG (singapore poly's graduate guild) as the sports manager.. whahaha.. COOL !!!!! wow... anyway... thats damn cool la... ahaha.. happy working yea ! its pretty slack i figure... ... ouh yea.. we chatted abit on some IT stuff... and all la... nothin much to talk about there anyway... arrived at city hall a lil early.. so went to HMV to browse for some CDs... i wanted to get some new age inspiration CDs... and yeap.. got myself one... although this CD was also available at CD rama and MJ, u couldn't be bothered anymore... so i got it.. at $23.80... i think.. ahaha.. then got a $9.95 CD coz it was in the "SALE" pile... but the songs are nice !!! classical ones la.. you guys wouldn't know.. (whahaaa...) I got myself a Scottish pipe Cd too... not knowing that hash has that one already... siann... i wasted $26 for it... oh well.. at least its mine ? ahaha... abit noisy la.. but i hafta get used to it coz i'm going to play one !!! anyway... i really enjoy the inspiration album... if you're into Zen music and all things chill out.. i suggest ou get it... "thenewinspirationalmoments" its called... very nice.. very nice.. I still can't find my voyage 1... never mind... :D i've fallen in love with moby man.. i LOVE his songs !!! ahaha.. SOOOOOO cool !!!! melvin has fallen into Zen/Chillout mode... work was ok.. betted.. won some.. lost some.. never mind.. won 3 bucks in the end (-_-") then came home and slacked... sunday was ok also la.. went to Sams place in the afternoon... then went to sim lim for awhile.. heaed to orchard to collect some stuff.. then went home.. studied... conferenced with Ghaz and hash... ok la.. not bad.. didn't sleep though... went to sch for VB... was late.. so took cab... still late.. but not the latest... anyway.. the paper was a bit tough.. sheesh.. and i did study ok !!! data comms next.. open book... i think i can la... hopefully... well.. wanna have some changes to my blog.. not going to change the skin or anything.. just adding some features.. i decided not to let it be monotonous anymore.. bring some life ! and of course !! MOBY's my choice !! trying to put moby's "play on" in.. trying.. still trying... Till We Meet Again A Certain some one's going to pay... ... Never in my life have i felt so unappreciated... NEVER...
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This Is Me... Melvin Goh Shijin09.12.87
DigiMagic Communications
BA Mass Communications
Diploma In Infocomm Tech
SAF Bands - Parade Band B
Platoon 1, Section 4 ABRSM Grade 4 music practical(Piano)
ABRSM Grade 8 music practical (Saxophone)
ABRSM Grade 6 music theory
GCE 'O' Level Music Singapore Wind Symphony Member
Singapore Wind Symphony
Singapore Wind Symphony Youth Winds
Voices...
Outer Dimensions... |JoHan| |AliCe| |JoN| |ShaN| |ZaChiUs|
Hits...
Facets of My Life... Smile like you mean it. Take each day one step at a time. Positive. Well at least I hope to be. Music magician. Give me something and I'll make it go right. Great listener. Just give me that chace to listen. Very Fortunate and lucky to have the people around me. Really appreciate everyone and everything that came my way. Still learning, still growing. Not sideways i hope. Busy as a bee. And always doing it. Enjoy life to the fullest. You dont have very long to live it. And God Knows, You've got me sewn. And you still do. I was talking about myself. ha. Smile. And the world will smile with you. Pictures, still and moving alike. Laughs. And more to come. Friends. Can't Live without them. Art. Total Appreciation. Love.
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