Friday, August 19, 2005
heya ! well..with the blink of the eye and woah.. its like almost a week gone ! well... i don't think i'm going to sleep much (coz its 5am and i'm still blogging.. :D)

so well.. results results results !! haha.. shit man !! i failed like... err.. ok.. well.. here goes..

MST
NSM - 67/100
DGCF - 54/100
Maths - 45/100
DSPF - 40/100

well.. shit la.. mostly are borderline cases.. well.. even the fails ? haha.. whatever.. i gotta buck up la.. well... i gotta !! haha.. so as to not fail anything.. bleah !!

anyway, on a lighter note... the whole hoo haa should come to an end soon.. i hope... we just need to listen more yea !! okok.. lets just hope for the best.

yea.. well... there's yet another special someone in my life. and it all began with a "hello..."
RRRRR !!!! haha.. shucks... i love you !!! :)

okok.. shant elaborate much.. wanna know ? ask me... :)

bleah.. as if anyone wanna knows.. hahaha.... anyway, i've completed all my GEMS stuff !!! haha.. happy happy happy !!!! just finished the marketing project outline. just need to print it out and all. well i realised that we were cut short of alot of stuff (time etc) for EOM.. so unfair !! argh... nvm... i think we should be able to do it la.. :D

AIYA !!! I FORGOT TO PASS THE PEOPLE THE TICKETS AGAIN !!! ARGH !!

oh yea.. what tickets you might ask.. well.. IBM of course !! anyone interested ?? please please please please buy from meeeeeeeeee !!!! i am soooooooo going to kena from the other people la if i dun sell.. muahaha..

ok.. a run through...

Monday:
RWP Test... not bad... last minute revision.. for a report writing module ? hey ! format right ?! ahha...

DGCF lecture.. err... wadever.. i dun understand !!! argh !! i really need to buck up on this module though...

work... fun !!! Merlion, Snoopy & Lay's Potato Chips !! haha... cool la !

meet R for the first time... SO CUTE !!!! *melts*

Tuesday:
NSM... err.. didnt go !! argh.. i'm getting laggy in this module alr !! gotta buck up !!!

maths... got back paper.. just a little bit !!! gotta buck up on the next few chapters.. i get summation already !!! haha... should be ok bah !! just need to work work work !!!

DGCF... got back paper as well.. hmm.. did fairly poor... but pass... and MR SIM IS THE BEST... but i guess blogs are unsafe.. so i won't elaborate la... but he totally rawks !!!

band...hmm... argh.. first half... slept in the band room during pract for awhile.. then went to play some stuff with CH, YM and J... ok la.. after band pract, we got dragged with XiaoB's birthday (though i was rather pissed.. still, happy birthday XiaoB !), then after that there's more announcements, then there's argh... shit load of stuff.. and of course... section meeting.. and J kena shoot until all of us dun dare to say anything.. but see !! he made a change of himself.. i should very well learn from him man.. :)

went to meet R again.. HEE HEE HEE !!!

Wednesday:
DGCF PBIL.. banu was late.. got pushed to work with davin... i can work with anyone la.. so well.. we're like half way there.. yeap !!! though davin is a slacker, he wants things to be done.. and right... and he's just talented in these modules la.. haha.. and with jacen's and guan hao's help... we did like half already.. just need to do a little touching up next monday (free access !!) and then on wednesday and PBIL !! woah !! nothing la ! sorry banu !!! well... jia you with jackson and clive aite !!

DSPF Tutorial... though i didnt go for lecture the previous week... i chould still understand a little of the tutorials.. haha.. HENG AH !!! well.. its pretty straight forward.. till this date, i have yet to know my DSPF results !!! argh.. well.. nvm... sure fail de.. haha...

TFC...errr.. cancelled ? haha. yea.. but went to T10 to submit my mind map.. hopefully he got it la.. i slipped it under his office door !! only after the paper went through then i remembered... "don't lecturers have mail boxes ?? ARGH !!! DUMBO MEL.." haha.. hilarious..

Sectionals... well.. heard the new song for poly 50's closing first.. kinda crappy.. but i remembered the guy.. he's like some famous person.. but i dun remember his name.. so he's not famous after all ?? SO !?
Sectionals i fell asleep la.. sorry... haha...but CH's right.. its like we dun have anything to do sectionals on... the members have to do self practice too !!! we cant keep going through the same stuff over and over again...

R again.. ahha.. :X

Thursday:
lecture... well.. stayed up for awhile.. then fell asleep... forced myself to wake up a few times... (it was weird la.. like semi concious sia... freaky..) anyway.. yea.. was dreary throughout the lecture la.. didnt have much good sleep the night before... ok... then lab... it was like alright la... i could understand the thingy.. haha.. yay !!

work... 3 guys !!! woohoo !!! N, K (who has split personalities now... haha) and ME !! ahah.. thats it.. so we tried to do everything ASAP la... well.. pretty tired and worn out.. but still went to meet R... hehehe...

so yea.. finished EOM project report... thats it la.. so going to sleep (for like argh.. 1 hour.. bleah.. better get some COFFEEEEE !!! haha..)

i am soooo going to be a zombie later la..

Till We Meet Again
I am in deep shit..err.. i think.. haha..

| L|GhT`AgE | 5:03 AM

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Monday, August 15, 2005

ok so confrontation day.. hmm... nothing happened !!

(but before that... the person holding the key was late... wasnt very pleased with that... even the CHAIRMAN had to sit outside the band room !!! wad is this !! argh....)

though the air was damn tense... just like.. hmm... duno when was the last time i felt like that in a room... well... basically... everyone was to oneself.. we were with our group and others were with their own... trying as we might to mind our own businesses...

but nothing happened at all... saw shi and brian talking... well... duno was it to settle something or rather... well.. reading shi's blog.. guess it was to talk things out... well.. actually saw brian talking non stop with shi not having any chance to bite back...

hmm... so was that confrontation or another dressing down ??

anyway, no one came to confront me.. with all the "who not happy come and find me" shit... nothing happened.. hmm. alright... lets keep mum for now... its silent treatment..

well.... basically i didnt know what they think of me... i really dont... was it like wad... they dun like my style of doing stuff ?? or what !!?? i am really curious to know.. and i will change if your suggestion is feasable... not that i wanna do things my way all the time.. but you guys arent stepping up !! argh...

sooo... i dont know.. maybe the people around you can tell me everything... then i'll see... you all know very well that i am a person who will easily apologise or give in. right ?

ian... well.. ok... you arent that bad... but its just that sometimes you get to people... so do i... we must change that yea ?? you wanna talk things out ?? i'd be glad to... really... we really need to talk things out.. tell me what you're unhappy with me and i'll tell you what you do to piss me off.. then we'll change for the better.. agreed ? the hostility has been there ever since god knows when.. i just want it to stop...

people.. i'm not heartless... i do give in... most of the time..but you guys have to compromise as well... its not that everything goes your way or mine all the time.. sometimes the right way isnt left or right.. its going forward.. so yea... think about it... and when you guys are really ready.... tell me... we'll talk...

serious talk... not jacking talk...

nobody wants to fight forever... even wars come to an end...

Till We Meet Again
When Will It Stop ??

| L|GhT`AgE | 2:14 AM

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

ok.. so now everything has been made to a lower tone.. well.. ok.. i shall say i'll wait for later (sunday) to see how everything comes to an end.. will there be a major meeting ? will there be a 'straight to the face' confrontation ? well.. we'll see...

but hey... who ever comes to me in the tone they give, i shall give him/her the tone he/she gave me... do unto others what others do to you ! so yea.. you come to me with a tone of "hey.. this matter has totally blew itself out of propotion... lets talk..." i'll treat you the same way... but come up to be and have a tone of "Kao bei on blog so much for wad !? not happy fight ah !" then sorry... i will be hostile.. and not everything has to be settled with a knuckle sandwich...

well.. confrontation is in a few hours.. hmm... well... ok.. lets just see how it goes.. :)

its cool its calm.. whaha..

read ians blog... so think he's chilling as well... we all should forget this huh ? like wad shi² said : let this be a lesson learnt...

yea.. learn from it.. i will too... we all get arrogant and dont know it sometimes.. :)

and for the 3 people who bashed up my bottle... why ? i dont care of a bottle.. i can buy another one anytime.. but why ? is it that difficult for you to just tell me ? am i doing something that you think isnt right ? tell me ! i will explain why i am doing it so or i'll get it changed ! and seriously.. dun want me in the com just say.. i could always leave the com... ez.. so you guys can have a perfect com on your own part.. agreed ?

though this is the case... there has to be reasons for putting me out of the com too... give valid ones please... and if i'm able to rebutt..then sorry.. case closed.. live with me..

why did all this have to evlove to this ? lets see... MONEY (i.e. band fund..) the root to all EVIL.. whaha...

so yea... am i to pay band fund ? i still got one week to do so... besides.. pay not in yet.. haha.. so yea... bleah...

apart from all the hoo haa (which has fortunately quietten down).. I've got my OAKLEYS !! from Jeremy alr !! yeahhhhhh !!!! whooopie !!

and i look nice in them.. just need to change the lenses and i'm on my way to use them ! haha.. yea !!! ok.. time to check on my other auctions...

and i just spent $200 for the chateau tenor sax and it plays well.. cool sial !! haha.. and i told yunny.. : i wouldnt wanna buy a tenor just yet.. haha... nvm.. i already did.. haha...

i will pay my bro the full amount slowly.. its less than 1k sia !! haha.. not bad not bad.. :)

ok... dun crap so much.. check mail then go sleep.. long day today and ahead.. :)

cant wait for the concert.. ! yunny !! honky !! hilmi !! and the rest !! jia you !!! :D

Till We Meet Again
Ok.. so Its Confrontation Time... I Will Keep My Cool If You Keep Yours...

| L|GhT`AgE | 1:33 AM

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This Is Me...

Melvin Goh Shijin

09.12.87

DigiMagic Communications
Account Executive

BA Mass Communications
Oklahoma City University
Class of 2011

Diploma In Infocomm Tech
Singapore Polytechnic
Class of 2007

SAF Bands - Parade Band B
Musician (SAF Bands)
Merit

Platoon 1, Section 4
Eagle Company, BMTC School 1

ABRSM Grade 4 music practical(Piano)

ABRSM Grade 8 music practical (Saxophone)
Merit

ABRSM Grade 6 music theory
Merit

GCE 'O' Level Music
Distinction

Singapore Wind Symphony Member

Singapore Wind Symphony
Executive Committee

Singapore Wind Symphony Youth Winds
Advisor

Voices...


Outer Dimensions...

|JoHan| |AliCe| |JoN| |ShaN| |ZaChiUs|

Hits...

Facets of My Life...

Smile like you mean it. Take each day one step at a time. Positive. Well at least I hope to be. Music magician. Give me something and I'll make it go right. Great listener. Just give me that chace to listen. Very Fortunate and lucky to have the people around me. Really appreciate everyone and everything that came my way. Still learning, still growing. Not sideways i hope. Busy as a bee. And always doing it. Enjoy life to the fullest. You dont have very long to live it. And God Knows, You've got me sewn. And you still do. I was talking about myself. ha. Smile. And the world will smile with you. Pictures, still and moving alike. Laughs. And more to come. Friends. Can't Live without them. Art. Total Appreciation. Love.

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