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yawn.... contradictions.. contradictions... YOU'RE FULL OF IT !!! shit sia... computer acting up... bro using lappy.... yesterday was pure sian-ness... no com... no chats... so basically went to sleep... ANYWAY. had a splitting headache anyway... whaha... skali tio cancer.. woohoo.. then shiok already... ... what the hell am i saying ... ??? whaha... crazy mood right now...probably coz of the following reasons.. 1. just recovered from that splitting headache of mine.. :2. hungry 3. I HATESSS YOU !!! haha... number 1 and 2 makes sense.. number 3.. well... just had to say it... whaha... but i will NEVER want to make it my catch phrase... disgrace to Mdm Wen only... Dun worry Mdm Wen.... I will not disgrace you or FSS !! whaha didn't go for the remedial and sectionals coz i juz woke up... from the probable overdose of medicine or maybe just the headache... haha... i really got to rest myself up nice and proper.. go relax after the exams and i mean REALLY relax. haix.. which reminds me... gotta start studying soon and work later... gonna study on the way... this time.. i'm making notes.... anyway.. to the guy who tagged... why ? you want some of me ??? to emo queen: yea... well... thats what you're doing.. bringing ppl.. maybe unknowing to yourself... but you are... maybe you're too much of a retard to even realise that.. so... you are a retard.. NEW DISCOVERY... very well...you admitted it... not my problem duno whether you type too fast or just that your language is poor la.. ok la... dun wanna be dao by saying.. your english sucks and nothing will change it... maybe tuition.. haha.. but not important now right ?? coz POLY mah... duno you la.. okok.. i'll stop... later someone cry.. why don't you wanna explain ?? lost for words ?? eh ?! didn't i promise to stop.... haha.. okok.. i will... ok yesterday was alright la... morning.... woke up on time.. actually a little early... then waited for kor to find the car keys (ya.. it isn't found yet by the way) so i was a little late... but if there weren't any traffic jams, i could very much be there on time... blame it on the jam... coz the highway.. jam... we saw it on the notice thingy... so decided to take the old woodlands route.. but then.. there also jam... then dairy farm there also jam... sux la.. should have taken mrt when i had the chance.. whaha.. so i got another warning letter and my mum blew up... haiyerrr... next sem cannot get any liow ahhh !!!! otherwise kena again... but i wanna offset all my math lessons.. whaha... now still got 3 absent and 1 late.. haiz... nvm la.. if cannot off set.. as long as i PASS can liow... then dig circuite.. new topic... totally blurred... but i think should be able to do it la.. i can do it !!! wahhaa.. i hope.. project due in a few days time... must send banu the document.. then have to do it ASAP !!! whaha... i alr did most of the report... only left the design... GEMS was alright.. didn't get to perform.. nvm.. haha... but then at least i accomplished one assignment !!! still got time to do assignment 3.. whaha.. then its home free !! if i dun get an A.. i got nothing to say... this sem more things i can get better grades in... mostly all the not so important modules.. haha.. CRS.. music.. whaha.. stupid laaaaaa... work was ok.. shascha's cute ! ahaha.. :) she's my age !! ahaha... anyway.. work was quite fun la.. so anyway... going to work later... study study study.. work work work... i really have to improve my time management.... i can't handle last minute things... :) I have a rash on my leg.. its itching like hell... haix... Till We Meet Again argh.. stupid rash
Thursday, March 17, 2005
EMO BITCH ! STOP GOING AROUND RAKING THE PAST !!! now you are the one in the hot soup.. wait.. soup's too good for you.. so... hot water... nwo stop bringing people down to bring yourself up... it isn't helping... well... its glad that you are wallawing in self pity and trying to console yourself... but then... stop bringing others down ok... thats just stupid.. and yea.. projects... thats a one off thing alright !!! i had my woes.. and i didn't get my prioities straight... but now... i've got my prioities straight... and yea... i'm slowing pulling up... lets see whu's dancing when the show ends... and yea... at least i sponged on your codes.. whahahaa.... :X i'm soooo gonna kick your ass.. ok.. no point getting all emo... i'm not emo.. YOU are.. and stop bringing others down for your own comfort... i didn't need your pity.. sometimes these things are better left unsaid... and yea.. for you to voice out... it hurts people ok... and i don't mean me.. so just "FUCK OFF" taken from your arch rival... whom i found out is much better a person than you.. i'd not dig in self pity if i were you... i have my friends else where... as i mentioned..all that acting.. she could win an emmy.. even catherine zeta jones will lose hands down.. go improve your english first... :) "I HATESSSSS THEM" right... now lets see... yea... all that OUT OF THE SYSTEM... I SHALL NOT BE EMO !!! alright...no more emo... now its more philosophical... RIGHTO... so its like YAY... finished the music assignment.. or have I ?? tomorrow presentation.. yay.. can la !!! i can do it de !!! bring lappy !!! coz miss anne's one kinda.. dun mind me saying.. sucky.. whaha... righto.. now i talk.. yar.. HAIYA... i'm too emo already... coz you are pissing me off... okok... relax... well.. i shall not bring anyone down... i'm not like you.. HAIYA.. so distracted coz someone's a pissy queen... ahaha.. which reminds me of "pull pull queen" qi xiang was talking about during lunch.. ahha... and mind you.. fuchun ah lians famous for pulling.. oh ya.. and not to mention the minahs too.. bleah... pull pull queen indeed... whaha.. AHHH !!! i just missed chase... kns... i was here.. sitting infront of the computer all half hour... and I FORGOT ALL ABOUT CHASE... Keagan Kang... :( Utt's for hash.. so.. whahaa.... I've GOTTA watch next week's chase.. got somethings i CANNOT miss.. whaha ok... so wheere was i ?? oh yea.. finished the music assignment... going to do the report later... i mean the DCCT report... one copy for me.. one for banu.. we decided.. or rather.. i've taken up the initiative to do the reports while she tries to do the circuit.. she's even getting her friend to help... now... haha... that is another person who has her friends somewhere else... ok... so i shall begin later.. whaha... after this.... coz its true courage now and ya... i can't be bothered... sorry... but yea.. i can't be bothered.. and there you go... the projects.. ahahah... VB... i'll do a list on things i'm lacking if i have time tonight... if not.. then i'll sit in front of the computer and see what i'm lacking... if i am and its ez to do... then ok la.. do it on the spot... if not.. then i'll list them down la... then ask Calvin to help me out on thursday... now.. I AM IN TOTAL CONTROL OF MY PROJECTS !!! woohoo.. unlike you.. .. haiyerrrr... stop being emo !!! ok.. so finally.. i am in control of my zen micro as welll !!! ahaha.... blasting my mp3 player all the way to school... ahaha... ok.. data comm.. decoding and encoding.. whaha.. right !!! i can do it de lor !!! next week test.. :( ok.. so now.. the things i hafta do is GO PRINT ASCII TABLE !! whahahahaa..... VB.. getting along with my project just fine.. gonna take time off next week... probably tuesday or sumthing like that... so i can do finish and bring up some problems on thursday to be solved... friday.. holiday... so that means i hafta get it ready by thursday... unless i fighre out how to install the programme into my lappy.. then i can do anywhere liow... boohoo... stupid vb.net... maybe i'll go ask jackson or xue er la... ahhaa.. right... NOW ON TO DCCT !!!! have to zao le... whaha.. woohoo.... report report report !!! whaha... well... just to console myself.. I did part of com hardware report ! I did VB assig 1 on my own ! (thats coz its a personal project.. keke) I'm going to do the report for DCCT for 2 grps ! I did the data comms thingy.. yea.. with help... and we practically sponged off banu's acct.. whaha... no one signed up anyway !! other than kitty.. :) I am doing VC assig 2 on my own ! (ya ya.. another personal project) I did ideas ok...ok.. well.. the idea came from me.. whaha...!!! I did part of CRS too ok ! and we all talked like there wasn't tomorrow.. whaha... We know our topic alright... you go gang ! So here it is... the DCCT report... coming your way.. i keep saying that right ? and not doing it right ?? procrastinating laaaaaa... my god.. stop it !!! go and do now ! *gone* Till We Meet Again I Will NOT Wanna meet you in my next life.. at first i sympathise you.. now i despise you.. Look Who's the loner now ? I Mean It...
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
we ended up NOT following the script coz the mdm monkey didn't allow us to use the script we actually typed out.. OEI !!! NOT FAIR OK !!! i spent alot of time doing that ok !!! and what.. dun allow us to use.. hmmph !!! not fair !!! the attire.. ok la.. not bad.... not black as planned before.. aaahhaa.. it was the red and white stripe shirt...bought it for CNY... ok la.. nothing really looks nice on me.. :( NEVER MIND... i'm not going to be a fashion freak and start throwing evrything in my wardrobe.. aha.... ok well... after our presentation, treated the guys to famous amos bought on my way to sch... :) ok la.. i ate most of it.. whahaa... then went to FC 4 for lunch.. we went altogether la.. quite cool... been awhile since the whole class went for lunch together.. :) had fried rice with chicken cutlet... BAH.. boring la.. all the other queues were too long.. : and so we begin the journey of DCCT.. sheesh... i tell you.. its bringing everyone down man.. the projects.. we're all procrastinating... we're all stressed up.. got so many !!! oh welp... we've got to do it anyway.. so right now.. i have.. Visual Programming... I'm so gonna die right now.. there are tons to do and i haven't started yet... OH MY GOD... DCCT... well.. all there is now to it is the report... this project really brought most of us down man... :( Music appreciation... ok.. solo perf this week... proof of concert ah.. ermm.... i'll just use the com works one... both days i was present leh !!! ahahahahahahaaaa.... (hopefully it get accepted... :) then got to do a complete work... we're gonna do beethoven !! Erioca Symphony is at the tip of my hands.. whahaa.. i can tell you the story at the tip of my fingers... oh maybe i wanna do philip glass ? so much cooler.. i shall go do some research later.. THINGS TO DO LATER... ermm... ok.. guess music is the only thing i can do at home... UNLESS... i can connect the things... EH ?!!! cannot.. davin has the wires.. :( ask him bring tomorrow... DCCT REPORT WILL CONSIST OF... 1. K-Map (if i still remember how to draw it though...) 2. Truth Table... 3. circuit design (spec 1 to 3) 4. Circuit design (Spec 4) 5. Troubleshooting 6. Problems faced. hmm.. guess that'll be it.. whahaha.... good good good... hehehe...... thats over and done with.. now to put it to action later at home... hehehe... today finally got homework and guess what ? i got time to do at home.. :P no work... no band... no stress... heh ! so cool... oh ya.. sem exam.. 2 evening papers... STUPID !!!! 6.10pm to 8pm ok.... both for DCCT and Data comms... Maths in the morning... I MUST PASS WITH FLYING COLORS FOR MATHS !!! or i'm done for... ok.. so i did the meeting plans for SWSyouth meeting for this coming sunday.. got loads of things to talk about... heh.. i duno if they're gonna be professional and USE MY NOTES !!! unlike last time where they were strewn around like toilet paper.. mind you.. i used my own credits to print in school ok.. and now my printing costs 5 Cents per piece... my god... this sucks... next sem.. come quickly.. there are many reasons why i want next sem to come along quickly anyway... ok.. so today.. i was DAMN late for VB AGAIN... BUT... i've came to a conclusion that i actually learn more in the lab sessions than the lecture... well... thats why i didn't want to miss the lab session last week.. even though that damn terrible fever was still going on... oh ya... todaY.. OFFICIAL LAUNCH OF MELVIN'S LGhT`AgE - Zen With Ease !!! whahaa.. its my Zen Micro.. ok la.. i still duno how to fully use it.. :( fell asleep while it uploaded songs.. but at least it didn't hang after every song it managed to upload... hawhaw nvm... i had my good times with you too twinMoS... ermm.. ok.. :) os data comms was PPP decoding and encoding.. for once.. i didn't fall asleep... its maybe i had a good night's sleep the night before.. WHAHA.. i need more of these early night.. BUT.... i just have so many things to do.. haiz... sch sch sch sch.... band band band band.. STRESS nono.. stresss is a gooooodd word.... :) so now.. basically slacking till DCCT lecture begins... ok la.. guess i'm going... then later.. go back home... do the report (partially la... you think i can finish all in one night ??) and most of the music report. heh... guys. dun worry la.. let thr music man do everything.. einstin or napoleon ? Glass or Beethoven... whahaa.. oh man... hmm.. glass... got lesser to write about the work.. whahaa..... really ????? lets just see later when i actually get down and do some research... heh.... oh ya... gioing to fish out some books form the cupboard too.. whaha.. :) secret scriptures.. whaha. EHHH !! i just realised.. i still go Bartok i can write about.... 6 dances in hungarian rhythm.. form the dairy of a fly.. hmm. haiya... later la ! (sorry for my rambling.. ahhaaa.....) ok.. so lets see... things to do.. 1. DCCT REPORT 2. MUSIC REPORT bleah.. thats all... whaha.. oh ya.. and try to get all my songs form my computer into my Zen Micro... hah... that will take me awhile.. oh ya... i'm broke... :( i need money... next week's aim.... NEW COMPUTER !!! so i can.. 1. surf with ease... and not care about swatting viruses and all.. 2. use my computer to its fullest potential and not worry about it crashing any moment soon 3. play sims 2... :) Time for class... ok.... thats all for my ramblings today... or is it ... ... ... ... ... ...? heh... Till We Meet Again Now Who's The Loner NOW ?!?!?!
Monday, March 14, 2005
ermm.. not that didn't turn out right... ok.. so the thing was yes.. we were ALL unhappy with tee hong.. but then again.. he was quite a cool guy la.. ahha.. he actually came and talk to me.. haha.. not about things and all la.. about the playing style and all.. haha.. not a usual experience for me.. but hey.. it was cool :) so yea.. today's com works was SO much better... why ? 1. Used a different saxophone 2. woke up earlier this time 3. Was on time 4. The songs were less taxing 5. Wasn't hyperventilating 6. didn't have a headache like the day before haha... all that !! ahaha... ya la.. :) today was typically not so taxing.. and i was enjoying myself.. cool cool cool... so cool... I guess band isn't so bad after all.. why i say that ? coz some time ago.. i was reflecting... was band all that worth my time and money ?? why do i spend so much time on band and particularly SWSy.. ? well... now i know... 1.coz i enjoy myself 2.coz i want to be somebody in the band scene in the future 3.coz i love music there.. these 3 reasons... good enough.. :) right.. anyway... today was fun fun fun... before and after the concert... talked more with some other ppl... haha... cool cool... and yeap... after the concert.. was phototaking session.. aha... cool la.. then went to have dinner... quite a number of ppl went to eat... so cool... anyway.. this in the classroom... i don't wanna interfere anymore.. i know too much... i just wanna do well in school.. well.. not well.. maybe just pass... but still.. i just don't wanna be behind.. if i wanted to, i'd long be in another course already. all i wanna say is... Think about your actions, you words, your choices before you comment on others'. :) so yea.. meeting's on sunday... DCCT project on the way... VB not even started but going to soon... OTOT yea ! ahaha.. then .. ermm.. CRS presentation on tuesday... so yeap.. ok.. there you go... Till We Meet Again Will It Kill Just To Say Sorry ?
Sunday, March 13, 2005
hmm.. righto... anyway... been rather bored with school and all these few days... its been rather monotonous.. WHEN WILL I GROW UP !?!?!? ahaha.. crazy la you mel... well... been thinking man... will my life be so mono when i grow up ??? coz i have more freedom and stuff... wun need to.. 1. be home early for school the next day 2. be home early. period 3. be restricted to certain places... means no bars no pubs no nothing 4. "SLEEP EARLY" from parents 5. "GO AND SLEEP" from parents 6. "Coming home for dinner or not ?" from maid haiz... so many restrictions... sometimes i envy those who get freedom all the time... so lucky of them to have such parents... ya.. you say my parents are showing me love... i'm aware of that... but its just a little too much... i need my freedom too... well.. i'm not to complain too much la.. ok.. here are the reasons why.. 1. I'm allowed to work 2. I'm given sufficient if not more than what a normal person should for allowance daily 3. I get my own room with EVERYTHING in it... (it only lacks a fridge and toilet) 4. I get EVEN more money when I ask and give a valid reason. (Might not be true but a valid one. :P) 5. free melas if i come home in time for dinner. so yea.. they balance out... :) okok.. fine... i'm lucky... i just don't get showered on stuff that i dun need like mp3 players and stuff... well... i got my laptop from my mum... my mp3 player by myself.. and i'm going to get another one again by myself... if i dun use the money i work for.. what do i do with them ??? ahaha.. so getting Zen micro after all... later today perhaps... :D *WIDE GRIN* no one to go with me.. guess i'll have to go alone.. reminder... BE THERE LATEST BY 12PM... IF NOT MAMPOS !!! 12pm be there... then grab and ZAO !!! oh ya... got lucky spin and also application for creative card !!! woohooooooo !!!! then will be on the mailing list for creative fairs.. whahahaa... next step... DIGICAM !!! saw a few that are quite cheap and also quite pro... not THAT pro but pro enough for me la... then next... save up ALOT for my PC overhaul ! ahaha... then after that.. its... i duno.. ahhaa... should be gao tim alr... ahhaa... i have to go review my wish list... ahhaa.. OH YA.. whcih reminds me... i still got that ligaphone on hold ... :) haiyo.. ahhaa... got so many things to get... you see !!! not easy to be a planned shopper when you actually dun have money... ahhaa.... :X ahha.. finally !!! i feel sleepy !!! prob going to get a drink, then go toilet then go hit the sacks... tml have to wake up at 9am... get ready by 10.30... get out of the house by then.. grab my Z micro... then go for haircut then zao to UPCC alr... this time NO CAB... already wasted soo much money these few months... sian... haizzzzzzzzzzz...... Till We Meet Again I suddenly feel liek the macdonalds "$1.95" burgers ad... now you see your paycheck.. now its gone.. :( oh well... hahahahaaa....
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This Is Me... Melvin Goh Shijin09.12.87
DigiMagic Communications
BA Mass Communications
Diploma In Infocomm Tech
SAF Bands - Parade Band B
Platoon 1, Section 4 ABRSM Grade 4 music practical(Piano)
ABRSM Grade 8 music practical (Saxophone)
ABRSM Grade 6 music theory
GCE 'O' Level Music Singapore Wind Symphony Member
Singapore Wind Symphony
Singapore Wind Symphony Youth Winds
Voices...
Outer Dimensions... |JoHan| |AliCe| |JoN| |ShaN| |ZaChiUs|
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Facets of My Life... Smile like you mean it. Take each day one step at a time. Positive. Well at least I hope to be. Music magician. Give me something and I'll make it go right. Great listener. Just give me that chace to listen. Very Fortunate and lucky to have the people around me. Really appreciate everyone and everything that came my way. Still learning, still growing. Not sideways i hope. Busy as a bee. And always doing it. Enjoy life to the fullest. You dont have very long to live it. And God Knows, You've got me sewn. And you still do. I was talking about myself. ha. Smile. And the world will smile with you. Pictures, still and moving alike. Laughs. And more to come. Friends. Can't Live without them. Art. Total Appreciation. Love.
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