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Life ain't fair man ! argh... im so irritated about the UPPER management.. sheesh ! well, SAF Bands Training Wing Batch 74 is now reduced down to 11 instead of the initial 13... why ? coz of administration cock ups... and well, some other things also la.. hmm... super saddening lar ! i mean, one of them is my saxxy counterpart... and i was just getting to know the guy... was initially this cold, haughty, typical (from his school.. i have this stereotypical issue la) high flyer but dont know the limits kind of guy. But after some time, he became this genuine, funny, interesting guy. Man ! and just when he's starting to open up, he has to leave...i just cant help but feel sad... the other guy is a Euphoooo guy... i knew him since poly but didnt really talk much... but i know he's a nice guy from the start... never knew he could be this crappy too.. but hey ! oh man... he's got to leave too... its just not fair huh ? life? what's life... :( anyway, theory down, 3 more to go.. practical, OJT/drill test and aural ! aural's next week ! hope i dont cock up. heh... Wish me luck ! Till We Meet Again Life ain't Fair...
Sunday, January 13, 2008
my resolutions are coming along ok i guess. :) I've yet to find a charity though... and well.. get my organizer. whaha.. i will get it ! and i think it'll be today. :) Well, im glad i made someone happy today... hmm.. maybe not happy but at least feel a lil better than he used to. haix.. ever had the feeling of seeing someone at such a sorry state, but can do NOTHING to help ? well... i felt that yesterday... hmm.. NEVERMIND... at least i did my best in trying to cheer him up. And it felt... good.. i was blog hopping just now... well... there are a few posts i need to reciprocate (WAH.. cheem ah) to... well... not exactly a need... but i guess i just have my own two cents worth. Happiness... how do measure it ? By how much you are feeling of it ? or by how much OTHERS are feeling it WITH you? well.. a point to think about... I for one, think its the latter... so what if you feel on top of the world, where everyone around you doesnt feel the same way? you mean you're being selfish by experiencing all the happiness by yourself ? WELL, of course you have all the right of feeling happy and on top of the world, but to the expense of leaving your "friends" whom you neglected recently and feeling unhappy with the amount of "attention" you're giving them. Friends ? i sure hope so... whats the use of having something, but losing everything else. Strike a balance. and have everything, in small amounts... maybe some larger, but just, be the typical Singaporean and want everything. Thats the only time the typical singapore trait should be used. (i just side tracked...) i kinda understand why some people get so pissed of YOUR behaviour.. i was truly disappointed too.. you know, though i was away for awhile, i did not change ! but you did... no longer are the long talks and discussions about life. Everything else in your life other than the "get together" is like chore to you... doing only things that are benificial to the "get together"... you know what is reflects on your character ? that you only act in the spur of the momment and are not mature enough to think that there are other things important in life too. It shows that you are IMMATURE, NARROW MINDED, SELFISH and somewhat EGOISTIC. now i kinda wash my hands off the matter. if you want me to bother, show some attention.. then again, everyone else wanted attention.. so yea.. give it to them first.. u know im the forgiving sort. :) Till We Meet Again It's just too little too late It's too late to apologise I'm so over it...
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This Is Me... Melvin Goh Shijin09.12.87
DigiMagic Communications
BA Mass Communications
Diploma In Infocomm Tech
SAF Bands - Parade Band B
Platoon 1, Section 4 ABRSM Grade 4 music practical(Piano)
ABRSM Grade 8 music practical (Saxophone)
ABRSM Grade 6 music theory
GCE 'O' Level Music Singapore Wind Symphony Member
Singapore Wind Symphony
Singapore Wind Symphony Youth Winds
Voices...
Outer Dimensions... |JoHan| |AliCe| |JoN| |ShaN| |ZaChiUs|
Hits...
Facets of My Life... Smile like you mean it. Take each day one step at a time. Positive. Well at least I hope to be. Music magician. Give me something and I'll make it go right. Great listener. Just give me that chace to listen. Very Fortunate and lucky to have the people around me. Really appreciate everyone and everything that came my way. Still learning, still growing. Not sideways i hope. Busy as a bee. And always doing it. Enjoy life to the fullest. You dont have very long to live it. And God Knows, You've got me sewn. And you still do. I was talking about myself. ha. Smile. And the world will smile with you. Pictures, still and moving alike. Laughs. And more to come. Friends. Can't Live without them. Art. Total Appreciation. Love.
Past Lived... 02/06/2005 - 02/13/200502/13/2005 - 02/20/2005 02/20/2005 - 02/27/2005 02/27/2005 - 03/06/2005 03/06/2005 - 03/13/2005 03/13/2005 - 03/20/2005 03/20/2005 - 03/27/2005 03/27/2005 - 04/03/2005 04/03/2005 - 04/10/2005 04/10/2005 - 04/17/2005 04/17/2005 - 04/24/2005 04/24/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 05/08/2005 05/08/2005 - 05/15/2005 05/15/2005 - 05/22/2005 05/22/2005 - 05/29/2005 05/29/2005 - 06/05/2005 06/05/2005 - 06/12/2005 06/12/2005 - 06/19/2005 06/19/2005 - 06/26/2005 06/26/2005 - 07/03/2005 07/03/2005 - 07/10/2005 07/10/2005 - 07/17/2005 07/17/2005 - 07/24/2005 07/24/2005 - 07/31/2005 07/31/2005 - 08/07/2005 08/07/2005 - 08/14/2005 08/14/2005 - 08/21/2005 08/21/2005 - 08/28/2005 08/28/2005 - 09/04/2005 09/04/2005 - 09/11/2005 09/11/2005 - 09/18/2005 09/25/2005 - 10/02/2005 10/02/2005 - 10/09/2005 10/09/2005 - 10/16/2005 10/16/2005 - 10/23/2005 10/23/2005 - 10/30/2005 10/30/2005 - 11/06/2005 11/06/2005 - 11/13/2005 11/13/2005 - 11/20/2005 11/20/2005 - 11/27/2005 11/27/2005 - 12/04/2005 01/08/2006 - 01/15/2006 03/26/2006 - 04/02/2006 04/09/2006 - 04/16/2006 04/23/2006 - 04/30/2006 04/30/2006 - 05/07/2006 05/07/2006 - 05/14/2006 05/14/2006 - 05/21/2006 05/21/2006 - 05/28/2006 05/28/2006 - 06/04/2006 06/11/2006 - 06/18/2006 06/18/2006 - 06/25/2006 06/25/2006 - 07/02/2006 07/02/2006 - 07/09/2006 07/09/2006 - 07/16/2006 07/16/2006 - 07/23/2006 07/23/2006 - 07/30/2006 07/30/2006 - 08/06/2006 08/06/2006 - 08/13/2006 08/13/2006 - 08/20/2006 08/20/2006 - 08/27/2006 08/27/2006 - 09/03/2006 09/10/2006 - 09/17/2006 09/17/2006 - 09/24/2006 09/24/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 10/08/2006 10/08/2006 - 10/15/2006 10/15/2006 - 10/22/2006 10/29/2006 - 11/05/2006 11/05/2006 - 11/12/2006 11/26/2006 - 12/03/2006 12/03/2006 - 12/10/2006 12/10/2006 - 12/17/2006 12/24/2006 - 12/31/2006 12/31/2006 - 01/07/2007 01/07/2007 - 01/14/2007 01/14/2007 - 01/21/2007 01/21/2007 - 01/28/2007 01/28/2007 - 02/04/2007 02/04/2007 - 02/11/2007 02/11/2007 - 02/18/2007 02/18/2007 - 02/25/2007 02/25/2007 - 03/04/2007 03/04/2007 - 03/11/2007 03/11/2007 - 03/18/2007 03/18/2007 - 03/25/2007 03/25/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 04/08/2007 04/08/2007 - 04/15/2007 04/15/2007 - 04/22/2007 04/22/2007 - 04/29/2007 04/29/2007 - 05/06/2007 05/06/2007 - 05/13/2007 05/13/2007 - 05/20/2007 05/20/2007 - 05/27/2007 05/27/2007 - 06/03/2007 06/03/2007 - 06/10/2007 06/10/2007 - 06/17/2007 07/01/2007 - 07/08/2007 07/22/2007 - 07/29/2007 08/26/2007 - 09/02/2007 09/02/2007 - 09/09/2007 09/09/2007 - 09/16/2007 09/30/2007 - 10/07/2007 10/14/2007 - 10/21/2007 11/18/2007 - 11/25/2007 12/02/2007 - 12/09/2007 12/09/2007 - 12/16/2007 12/30/2007 - 01/06/2008 01/13/2008 - 01/20/2008 01/27/2008 - 02/03/2008 02/10/2008 - 02/17/2008 02/17/2008 - 02/24/2008 03/23/2008 - 03/30/2008 04/20/2008 - 04/27/2008 05/04/2008 - 05/11/2008 06/01/2008 - 06/08/2008 06/22/2008 - 06/29/2008 06/29/2008 - 07/06/2008 07/20/2008 - 07/27/2008 08/24/2008 - 08/31/2008 09/14/2008 - 09/21/2008 11/02/2008 - 11/09/2008 11/23/2008 - 11/30/2008 12/07/2008 - 12/14/2008 12/28/2008 - 01/04/2009 03/08/2009 - 03/15/2009 04/26/2009 - 05/03/2009 05/24/2009 - 05/31/2009 09/13/2009 - 09/20/2009 09/20/2009 - 09/27/2009 09/27/2009 - 10/04/2009 10/04/2009 - 10/11/2009 11/01/2009 - 11/08/2009 11/08/2009 - 11/15/2009 11/29/2009 - 12/06/2009 12/06/2009 - 12/13/2009 12/27/2009 - 01/03/2010 05/23/2010 - 05/30/2010 11/21/2010 - 11/28/2010 11/28/2010 - 12/05/2010 06/12/2011 - 06/19/2011 |