Friday, February 25, 2005
heya ! well.. i gotta say first.. sorry del, mira and alia for assuming that you guys were upset... i totally said the wrong thing.. hmm.. yea.. well.. i know this will not actually help much but yea.. i am sorry..

well.. there i go again.. i opened my big mouth... ok.. mel.. shut up.. next time.. got anything.. tell no one but yourself..

Z.. i kinda miss you.. but.... ok.. nvm..

OK.. MEL.. shut up already..

so yea.. today was ok la. not bad.. didn't go for maths lesson in th morning coz i was 1/2 hour late.. then i didn't want to barge in the class and sleeping for the next half hour.. so.. i decided.. well.. skip it la.. besides.. i had a gastric attack... nvm...

there's goes maths.. my 1st step to screwing it...

NVM... still got hope.. thats what i tell myself.. but then.. i slack harder than i work hard.. so... well.. i got too many things on my hands.. so..

Monday is the only free day... tuesday is SWS practice (for now) then SP band prac, wednesday is the other free day... well.. most probably its work day... thursday is another SWS band pract for now.. friday is SP band pract.. Saturday is work day.. Sunday is SWSYouth..

oh my.. what have i gotten myself into...

oh did i tell you ? i'm a loner ? and once hash goes off to sea.. my life will be damn boring.. seriously.. i have no life.. time to take charge ?? well.. i guess i'm not a leader..

that reminds me of what albert said before.. are you the leader or are you the follower ? well... guess i'm the follower.. i am a leader yes.. to my juniors.. i give good advice.. but do they last ? they don't when i come into par with them in sumthing... they listen coz they want to learn... and once they get good at it or at the same level as me.. well.. they dun really care anymore..

i dun see why friends see me in such a way where i am like.. err.. ok..

maybe coz i'm not good looking ... maybe coz i... i duno la..

i dun wanna think so much..

OKOK.. back to my life story..

band practice was ok.. took home my band tee.. quite plain la.. but ok plain.. its expensive though.. haiz.. money.. another thing so stress over...

i guess its time to drown myself in movies that i just bought...

its best not to know someone too much to see all his flaws and learn to hate him...

i've open too much to people... now they see my flaws and learn to hate me..

Thanks people.. guess i have to learn to live alone yet again...

Till We Meet Again
I Just Hope to Get Pass This...

| L|GhT`AgE | 11:15 PM

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hey.. life has been quite down for the people around me as i can feel..same goes for me too.. i too am feeling rather down myself.. but then just try to stay strong !!!! this time will pass soon enough ! well.. here's a song to let us yell it all out yea ?

"Extreme Ways"Extreme ways are back again
Extreme places I didn't know
I broke everything new again
Everything that I'd owned
I threw it out the windows, came along
Extreme ways I know move apart
The colors of my sea
Perfect color me

EXTREME WAYS - Moby

Extreme ways that that help me
Help me out at night
Extreme places I had gone
But never seen any light
Dirty basements, dirty noise
Dirty places coming through
Extreme worlds alone
Did you ever like it planned

I would stand in line for this
There's always room in life for this

Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby, oh babyThen it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Like it always does, always does

Extreme songs that told me
They helped me down every night
I didn't have much to say
I didn't get above the light
I closed my eyes and closed myself
And closed my world and never opened
Up to anything
That could get me along
I had to close down everything
I had to close down my mind
Too many things to cover me
Too much can make me blind
I've seen so much in so many places
So many heartaches, so many faces
So many dirty things
You couldn't believe

I would stand in line for this
It's always good in life for this

Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Like it always does, always does

Till We Meet Again
Stay Strong You Guys !

| L|GhT`AgE | 9:56 AM

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heya ! these 2 days has been rather ok la.. well.. for one.. i didn't fail any MSTs .. ahaha.. except data comms which i already know i fail.. ahaa..

well.. wednesday.. didn't go to school.. but i heard that i passed my VB from Banu... was kinda relieved.. heard that not many in class pass... hmm.. ok...

so its like fine.. didn't go lessons.. had a terible headache laaa... skipped the lectures.. thank god they're only the lectures.. heng ah ! but i missed out on 1 chapter again.. sian..

anyway... went to work la.. nurul me and surprisingly jason.. we did outlet closing.. haiz.. kinda sad la.. but there wasn't any time to feel sad coz we were so busy ! ahaha...

wrapped this.. packed that... folded those.. well.. ok.. kinda hectic.. but then again.. me and nur went to suntec to get ice cream and coke.. !! ahaha.. went from 7.30 to about 8... yeap.. well.. ok la.. we took our time.. can even go see see look look.. ahaha..

before that.. i went suntec once alr.. went to make key for albert.. the side door key's spares went missing a long time ago and now.. since the outlet's closing, they got to have 3 keys back ! so i went to get them duplicated..

back to the present times..

when we were packing.. we stumbled on the com book.. shau siong wrote somthing damn touching.. nurul cried.. i also almost wanted to cry liow..

I miss MS already...

well.. the people.. were vibrant , fun, we worked as a team.. we laughed together.. played together.. i still remember marshal and nurul chasing each other.. asri and nurul runing around with cloths in hand.. whipping each other... ahaha.. haiz...

once an MS...
Albert Chan(Supervisor), Mohd Asri(Ex-Supervisor), Ibrahim(Shift Leader), Aunty Lisa(Kitchen Specialist/Shift Leader), Aidil(Ex-Shift Leader), Aunty Susan(Kitchen Specialist), Shau Siong(Part time shift leader), R'yan Li(Part time Shift leader), Gary(Ex-Part timer), Terrence(Ex-Part timer), Guan Zhi(Ex-Part timer), Farid(Ex-Part Timer), Megha(Ex-Part timer), Kevin(Part timer), Nurul Hidah(Part Timer), Keith Lim(Part Timer), Marshal Phua(Part timer), Candice Li(Ex-Par timer), Jason Chan(Part Timer), Eugene Ngoh(Part timer), Kumar(Part timer).. and me !

wow.. see the hall off fame ?

i mess MS already.. have i told you that ??

well.. its new OD !! again !!! time to get used to it !!!

anyway... today at school... data comms finally one experiement did correctly !!! and...i realised i scored highest for VB.. and the mly girls were like kinda jealous.. i duno la.. i dare not say i'm certain.. but there was this sense that there werre... i mean.. come one lor..although i got highest i didn't score that well also wad ! kena sai...

i just don't get it man...

never mind.. not the point..

anyway.. tomorrow gotta do presentation on world music ! woohoo !! okok.. fine.. no biggie..

today didn't go for band.. went dinner with MS folks actually... so yea... gonna miss all of them...

Till We Meet Again
I Will Remember You.... dududududuuuu.. ahah.. siao.. MS.. I MISS YOU ALREADY !!!

| L|GhT`AgE | 12:41 AM

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

heya ! well. these 3 days.. been a little sick.. i mean really sick.. as in.. ill... urrr.. ok.. lets begin.

sunday was alright i guess... went to have breakfast at bukit panjang.. then went to temple... err... at four horse street/waterloo street there... i'm confused myself.. coz my mum calls it four horse street (si ma lu) and my uncle calls it waterloo street... confused.. ahaa.. thank god i'm not the one driving.. haha.

anyway... after the temple visit, went to have lunch at the restaurant at apollo building.. errr.. ok la.. not fantastic.. but it was good nonetheless... :) dim sum !!! lydia.. go get your bags packing ! ahaha.. siao..

then went with mum to china town area.. she went to have a checkup with the chinese physician she always goes to... i waited there for about half an hour.. then she dropped me off for band practice at UPCC... well.. thought band started at 2.30... and i thought i was on time.. then Capt Yusri came way early..so was late.. sheesh.... he started everything at 2... nevermind.. hmm.. right..

band pract was ok...songs were quite boring but ok la.. manageable...

then went for dinner with law fatt they all..ok... nothing to comment about... lucky yee yenn wasn't there...

the others went to Mei Ying's house.. i went home. for some rest...

monday.. woke up damn sick... never mind.. went for lessons.. took cab.. traffic jam... sheesh.. spent 16.20 for cab fare.. argh... so much.. but was on time though...

FLOPPED MATH.. sian... i need a 60 at least for sem exam to pass overall.. i'm aiming for a 75 coz the chapters are relatively easy...

I CAN DO IT !!!

then went to bugis with hash... then to town.. to borders t look for CDs.. but couldn't find any that i'm looking for..

then headed to lucky plaza for dinner ... nothing much..

headed down to airport.. where i dropped off at SPS... err.. opposite Katong Convent... ahhhaha.. and i didn't know where i was.. sheesh... they came to pick me up.. then headed for dinner..(another dinner.. yaaaa...)

anywayz... had extra spicy wanton noodles.. sheesh..damn spicy ah ! ahaha... but it was nice.. :)

then headed to dawn's house.. where she packed and i slept.. was having a headache already... argh.. stupid sickness...

lucky it didn't happen during MST week man.

went to coffee bean to slack.. the barista guy quite cute.. ahaha... anyway... said our goodbyes... Dawn.. we miss you already.. :(


on the car.. we were talking about some family stuff... well.. all the memories.. then this one song had to pop up.. the song which reminded us about the loss.. haiz... almost cried in the car..

anyway.. got back home.. struggled to stay awake.... struggled with the assignment.. didn't finish it... still sick.. argh.

today.. took cab again.. coz was damn late already.... but got there.. still 1 hour late.. ARGH !!

got back DCCT paper.. passed ! just pass only.. so over 25%.. i got 12.5... ahha.. then scored full marks for lab test.. 15 marks !!! ahhaa.... yay.. most prob going to pass this module after all..

now headache... math..VB.. Com hardware.. data comm.. haizzz...

now slacking.. waiitng for band to start... going SWS..not SP.. i duno la.. confused again.

Till We Meet Again
And Between Now Ang Then.. Till I See You Again.. I'll Be Loving You... Love Me... ...

| L|GhT`AgE | 4:31 PM

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This Is Me...

Melvin Goh Shijin

09.12.87

DigiMagic Communications
Account Executive

BA Mass Communications
Oklahoma City University
Class of 2011

Diploma In Infocomm Tech
Singapore Polytechnic
Class of 2007

SAF Bands - Parade Band B
Musician (SAF Bands)
Merit

Platoon 1, Section 4
Eagle Company, BMTC School 1

ABRSM Grade 4 music practical(Piano)

ABRSM Grade 8 music practical (Saxophone)
Merit

ABRSM Grade 6 music theory
Merit

GCE 'O' Level Music
Distinction

Singapore Wind Symphony Member

Singapore Wind Symphony
Executive Committee

Singapore Wind Symphony Youth Winds
Advisor

Voices...


Outer Dimensions...

|JoHan| |AliCe| |JoN| |ShaN| |ZaChiUs|

Hits...

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Smile like you mean it. Take each day one step at a time. Positive. Well at least I hope to be. Music magician. Give me something and I'll make it go right. Great listener. Just give me that chace to listen. Very Fortunate and lucky to have the people around me. Really appreciate everyone and everything that came my way. Still learning, still growing. Not sideways i hope. Busy as a bee. And always doing it. Enjoy life to the fullest. You dont have very long to live it. And God Knows, You've got me sewn. And you still do. I was talking about myself. ha. Smile. And the world will smile with you. Pictures, still and moving alike. Laughs. And more to come. Friends. Can't Live without them. Art. Total Appreciation. Love.

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